After having "the talk" with Greg.. When we think/thought we would be ready for baby number 2, it all boils down to me. After 2 miscarriages within 6 months(2016), then successfully getting pregnant with Eleanor a month later. My "biological clock" went from impatient to, whenever it's going to happen. The entire time I was so relaxed, and felt amazing. I wanted/want a healthy baby, so that's it right? Well... I find myself being totally selfish now. I have my body back, Eleanor is a complete angel, life is getting easier and easier. I keep saying after vacation in February, after Greg's 40th surprise vacation in May. Before we know it, we are in the dead of summer. Do I want to be pregnant then, while I'm drinking Rosé all day? I think I'm just going to let go of this one, and start , "not start trying" when I'm ready.
I'm excited to make our family bigger, I have so much love to give as a momma and wife. Yesterday Eleanor was so attached to me and Greg was a little jealous. Family of 4, 2 on 2 action will definitely help with that. Weather or not your working on baby number 1 or number 2, it's so important to remain calm. Keeping a healthy mind and body is crucial during this time. I made sure those 2 miscarriages made me see the positive not the negative.
So, to answer that daunting question.. This year some time, but I won't be pressured by anyone to make a baby. My sister and I are 3 1/2 years apart and are best friends.
Living a healthy lifestyle carry's through in every aspect of our lives. If we aren't happy, and feeling those negative vibes, our reproductive organs sense that energy .
Just wanted to share a little about baby making. It's so important to talk about it, so many woman have been there or are now. Enjoy the process it truly was one of the best feelings I've ever had in my life!